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I’m sure I never knew
that a girl’s wings
could be broken
so badly.
it took many shots,
for she is a fighting thing,
but slowly, it all came apart,
and she began to fall.
don’t get me wrong -
she is human, just like the rest of us;
we all have wings.
you just usually can’t see them.
so she, a real, human girl
started to fall.
that’s when they came, of course,
from all imaginable sides,
tearing her apart.
skin from bone,
heart from body,
some merciless, some unwitting,
but all so effective.
it’s not the falling that’s the worst,
she tells me;
it’s the landing. . .
and I realize something.
I realize
that no one had been there
to catch her,
or to break her fall.
I look at her,
and realize how hard it can be
to find a friend
with whom to trust what's most valuable
when it’s so difficult
to tell truth from lies,
or when a simple misunderstanding
can separate so easily.
it’s then I decide
that I not only
should stand by her,
but that I will,
to be a parachute of sorts,
and trust myself not to fail;
to try and stop this
from ever happening again.
you see,
for the world,
there is no easy way,
and no one should have to
go through this alone.
that a girl’s wings
could be broken
so badly.
it took many shots,
for she is a fighting thing,
but slowly, it all came apart,
and she began to fall.
don’t get me wrong -
she is human, just like the rest of us;
we all have wings.
you just usually can’t see them.
so she, a real, human girl
started to fall.
that’s when they came, of course,
from all imaginable sides,
tearing her apart.
skin from bone,
heart from body,
some merciless, some unwitting,
but all so effective.
it’s not the falling that’s the worst,
she tells me;
it’s the landing. . .
and I realize something.
I realize
that no one had been there
to catch her,
or to break her fall.
I look at her,
and realize how hard it can be
to find a friend
with whom to trust what's most valuable
when it’s so difficult
to tell truth from lies,
or when a simple misunderstanding
can separate so easily.
it’s then I decide
that I not only
should stand by her,
but that I will,
to be a parachute of sorts,
and trust myself not to fail;
to try and stop this
from ever happening again.
you see,
for the world,
there is no easy way,
and no one should have to
go through this alone.
Literature
36 - enough excuses
Insecurities
Attempt to keep me from being
My best version of myself
Can't, won't, will try but most likely fail - is the discourse I had
And you reinforced to keep me from sur-
Passing you in anything at all, belittling
Any of my few achievements
Blaming me for your own short-comings
Leading me to think I could not
Exist without you
Yet
I
am
capable
of more than you ever allowed me to believe
'Cause without you I can actually breathe
Literature
notesleep
playing my emphases like harp strings
your voice smokes thru the oaken bramble
pour a carbonated apology, a sun-stained
mile marked envelope, two ill-fitted birds,
hands small holes right before a rush of river
what it feels like being swallowed from the outside
crushing rings into truth serum, pretend
to be out of tune with that deception
I have been unable to parse my own persona
a pink cotton voice I remember thru the phone
I remember because it formed me into a granary
one crop after another of patriarchal idioms
whisper my secrets so softly into a glint of red hair
a saucer-eyed lace pattern cut into pine paper
I practice radical self lo
Literature
12
The anger fades over time
even while I'm angry
the edges fade and break and crumble
the lot turns to a black sludge
it falls from my mind
fills up the hollow spaces
the empty pieces in my heart
the ventricles overflow, ooze
I have become a thing I hate.
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this is really about two of my friends. . .don't worry about me
please no flaming, (though I'm sure you guys wouldn't anyway ) cause this holds quite a bit of meaning, but comments are always welcome. . .
and for those of you who may be having a rough time. . .I am always here for you.
please no flaming, (though I'm sure you guys wouldn't anyway ) cause this holds quite a bit of meaning, but comments are always welcome. . .
and for those of you who may be having a rough time. . .I am always here for you.
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beautifully done! It's true, no one should fall alone...